Just tired of the same old, same old

I hate going clothes shopping.

For one, I am not a skinny minny. Everything I seem to put on reduces my self esteem.

Second: Everything is so massed produced. I go to a mall and all I see is the same thing from one store to another. I don’t get it. And why?

Anyways, I am going to pick up a sewing machine and make my own fashion that suit who I am. And perhaps, I will be a fashionista. But I will do this on my own terms.

Some excellent DIY Fashion sites:

Rocking in the USA!

I listening to the best classic rock station I have heard in a while.

www.wdrv.com and what a collection of awesome rock from the 60′s to the 80′s .

I am well. I am using a stability ball to crunch my abs in to gear.

Can’t think of anything else right now but I still exist. Thank goodness (to me anyways).

Day 10 – A habit on the two digit mark

Woo hoo.

 I will not be blogging tomorrow to Sunday. I’ll Be back with my habit raring to go.

Successes for today:
1. Got my glasses back.

2. Read the bible

3. Had a grill cheese sandwich.

4. Slept all day, cause I wasn’t feeling very well.

5. Got a call from potential employer.

Have a great weekend.

Day 9 – What a relief

I paid my overdue credit card. Boy that felt good. That is all.

Successes for today:

1. Paid my credit card amount.

2. I got my assessment printed out and may have tax credit for having a learning disability

3. I got an email for a job and I will call him tomorrow.

4. I was positive when I didn’t feel like it. Being positive is a habit.

5. I made My lunch today. I saw Nigella Lawson on TV today. What a positive and humourous and generous lady she is. She is a true beauty.

It’s Tuesday and it’s Day-8

I love Tuesdays. Why? Well, I don’t know really; however, I like a day which is closer to Friday and the day after Monday. Yesterday was really miserable. The damp cold rain didn’t do very much to lift spirits.

I had my Hanover TM meeting and it went well. I brought my friend from the Radio Station and he told me that he enjoyed himself.

Today I am still looking for work and I am at the library to console me . Murmuring of people automatically helps me feel a little better.

Successes for Today:

1. I am at the library researching a topic for my speech today. Toluene and nail polish and why to only buy non-toluene nail products.

2. I have been at this now for 8 DAYS! This is unheard of. After day 2, it is over man.

3. I have remembered the veterans who died for our freedom. Rememberance Day is only 5 days away.

4. I concentrate on what I would like to become.

5. I have never felt more energy within myself as I have these past couple of days.

Day 6 and 7 – Claying and Playing

Yesterday I saw my friend Ann. She is a facilitator claying word and what they mean. Have you heard of Ron Davis and the book “The Gift of Dyslexia” I read the book and I am claying. Claying helps dyslexics retain what words mean and to help decrease the number of times we disorientate.  I would like to get into this more but not now. Perhaps another time.

I am playing with my photography that I have recently uploaded on to flickr. I always feel at peace when I take my photographs.

Successes for yesterday and today:
1. Clayed three words:  Would, should and will.

2. Uploaded photos onto Flickr

3. I have been blogging straight for 7 days!

4. I have applied for work.

5. I have been more careful with my money.

Day 5 – DJ’ing my blues away. Seriously.

I am sitting in the DJ booth for Blue Water Radio (www.bluewaterradio.ca) My new show is the groovy chick show. I play all the great hits from the70′s and 80′s. Seriously I am feeling great. MUsic is the best healer of all.  My Buddy Rockin’ Rick D is an amazing friend and we have some seriously deep conversation ie how a deflated helium balloon can still stay up. He is more of a Music freak than myself and that is saying something.

Successes for today:

1. I had the Best sleep in ages.

2. I acted in spite of fear and I  told my friend about my business.

3. I drove to Hanover without breaking the speed limit. OK, not always.

4. I haven’t stopped my good habit for the 5th straight day! YAHOOO!

Day 3 – The morning after

I had a scary night last night with my parents and it got me thinking about myself. I am a very positive person but not so responsible. I realize, for the first time, that it takes work to get what you want and then the universe will respond. So I have been doing some work in making my life better, esp. with money. I have also been in denial and need to work on my faults and change my thinking so that I will be able to acheive what I would like to: make more money and have a great relationship with that special someone. It’s so hard to go through rejection and the waiting really sucks but I guess that is what gives people character.

Successes today:

1. A company has called me and offered me some places to send my resume.

2. I ate at home today instead of going out and eating.

3. Been in fron t of the computer for over an hour just looking at different jobs I could apply for and doing much research.

4. Research for speech topic. 

Day 2 – What a day.

Have you ever had a day when everything just seems to click in? I have always loved to draw and tonight I will be at the library learning Anime. How cool is that. Uh-huh, I thought so. 

Here’s what happened: I had a number of a well known, local cartoonist: Justin Stanberry. I called but the number was unavailable. So, I called the library and asked about Justin and they told me that another person was doing the Anime course and it was tonight from 5-7. This, my friends is hard for me to do because I am very shy and very afraid. But I did it!

I read a quote this past Monday night and it read: Faith is action not a brainful of facts.  And you know, I am attracting courage within so I can ACT in spite of fear. Isn’t that great and the best part is that anyone can do it too.

My successes for today:

1. I acted in spite of fear. Asking when the anime course is starting and will act by attending it.

2. I put money into my Financial Freedom Account.

3. I got tickets to see a master investor today.

This is reason for me to celebrate. To me these successes are HUGE.

Day 1 – Success in my day

My Successes today:

1. I put money into my Financial Freedom Savings Account.
2. I took a shower today.
3. I am researching on ways to create passive business income streams.
4. I am on the second day of commitment and I haven’t faltered yet.

My sister has autism and she never had a good job in her life. She is a great artist but she needs money to make ends meet. One of my reasons for becoming Financially independent is to help my sister become financially independent and never having to worry about money again and perhaps become an artist/musician and live the life of her dreams.

Today’s statement for my V.A.K.S is: That my sister is financially independent and so am I.

Just to clarify V.A.K.S. stands for Visual, Auditory, Kinesthetics and Spiritual. Difficult to explain in word what exactly to do but whenever I do this, I feel great and fulfilled.